You know I've discovered many things over the last year or so, some of which I wish I hadn't, and some that have made me smile...

So... with that in mind, This Is It!... The Summit post, the "have it all out in the open" post, well as 'out in the open' as you can without actually naming any specific people or events - but they know who they are... thing is though, they'll probably never even read this, and even if they do I'll probably never know about it (which actually, is probably for the best)

It would be funny if it wasn't so tragic, tragic for me anyway... and afterall "who am I".
Now I know i'm just a distant, faded, blip of a memory to them... probably not even that, not even that... But the actions they took have affected my "life" and haunted me to this day... every fucking day!.

No-one ever cares about the one's who get left-behind though do they, no-one remembers...

Even if there was the chance or opportunity for some kind of "reunion" (just the thought lifts my spirits it really does) I think in reality, it's been too long... (huh, it was too long the second it happened) and I wouldn't want them to see me like this anyway... (they can read it, thats enough!)

And... I could go on... but I won't... So I'll just end by saying Goodbye, forever... (and thankyou)

KW